Sometimes it feels like drowning.
It's the end of my degree, I've got more time to complete assignments now than ever before. I only have two subjects, 1 week of classes and two assignments to go... and yet my motivation is at an all time low... I should be bouncing off walls, excited for next year and all the crazy potential that it holds... But instead, I feel that familiar fear of unpredictability rising higher, there are butterflies in my stomach and I feel stressed at the mere thought of what's next.... Oh how I want a way out of feeling like this... It's so much better than it has been but it's still hard and I'm tired of it. I wondered about medication... but seems the side effects of that are too intense. It will all calm down when I know what's happening. I love investigating personality profiles, finding ways we can get to know ourselves better and how we can better care for ourselves and others. Anyway, recently I've discovered... after years of considering myself an ext...